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Terror Nights / Terror Days

by Dresage

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1.
Who I Am 03:32
Do you feel uninvited to your own fucking party? I’m a mess, but I’m trying To beat the tricks, politics in my mind I just wanna feel like I know I can How much longer till I know who I am? I been sitting still, while the dreamers dance How much longer till I know who I am? Who I am Are we all simulation? An anxious nation Passing pills through our bloodlines We just want to feel better (Someone let her) Beat the tricks, politics of our time I just wanna feel like I know I can How much longer till I know who I am? I been sitting still, while the dreamers dance How much longer till I know who I am? Who I am Looked up from my phone and 40 hours had gone by Nothing is slow Loss of control Breaking down the walls I used to want to live behind I got a bloodlust For coming undone I just wanna feel like I know I can How much longer till I know who I am? I been sitting still, while the dreamers dance How much longer till I know who I am? Who I am
2.
I can’t do anything right I can’t do anything wrong Never said that I knew better at all Running fast with the time I’m headed straight for a wall Better learn how to fly Every red light is on what if it’s all in my head I tell my feet to go, but they stoppin’ On deck for so long I want the show to begin Tell me baby am I good enough Shame shame shame Can’t get out of my way, way Shame shame shame I can’t get out my way, way All the roads that I travel lead me to same place Every memory parading the hallway If I’m about to unravel better get in shape Tell me baby am I man enough? Shame shame shame Can’t get out of my way, way Shame shame shame I can’t get out my way, way One second turns into 10 years and I been waiting For permission Beat the system, stack up my fears and break em Down Shame shame shame Can’t get out of my way, way Shame shame shame I can’t get out my way, way
3.
The Tiger 03:55
Drove up north to unravel on a rocky beach I feel the sand and salt creeping like anxiety I got somebody who loves me, says I’m the one who can set me free Feels like the tiger escaped, to keep on chasing me I want a good life Get outta my head Get outta this bed I gotta treat me right Poisonous words No they don’t deserve me When did I become my enemy? When did I become numb? Thought by now I’d feel better but I don’t Good life Love me through a psychic song I wanna good life, let myself belong All I know is a little bit of loneliness Like when you’re sick inside for home that does not exist Don’t think the humor escapes me, I trained beast How to hunt and feed I let the tiger escape And now it’s circling I want a good life Get outta my head Get outta this bed I gotta treat me right Poisonous words No they don’t deserve me When did I become my enemy? When did I become numb? Thought by now I’d feel better but I don’t Good life Love me through a psychic song I wanna good life, let myself belong It’s getting harder to breathe I think I’m always just waiting to stop me If I could cut through the trees I think that I could be the one who saves me I want a good life Get outta my head Get outta this bed I gotta treat me right Poisonous words No they don’t deserve me When did I become my enemy? When did I become numb? Thought by now I’d feel better but I don’t Good life Love me through a psychic song I wanna good life, let myself belong
4.
Wedding Day 03:57
I tried going out Avoided your part of town Silverlake, what a mistake I always pictured our wedding day I rented a single room I hated the single you Pulling tears from both my eyes I cursed the day we said goodbye Bye, it wasn’t right Out of my mind, but I Don't wanna tell you what to do Forest of Fire, survive I’ll be the rain that moves you I know you feel it too I know you it’s killing you Smoke your haze, and drift to fade We were meant to be on our way Right when America is starting to scare ya Terror nights and terror days I’m just terrified of change Out of my mind, but I Don't wanna tell you what to do Forest of Fire, survive I’ll be the rain that moves you What a time Fondest Of heartaches Give me some blind faith I miss the old days But we’re alive I don’t think it’s killing me yet It’s just that I can not stomach Life with with another, you feel the same Admit it Out of my mind, but I Don't wanna tell you what to do Forest of Fire, survive I’ll be the rain that moves you
5.
January 04:23
Whatever happened to the best of me? Why does she always show up late to the party? Drunk and asking which team won, I’m jealous of the fun she’s living in I wasted my time when I was 23 Now I’m 29 and I can't sit through a movie Cuz now I’m freaking myself out, I’m haunted by the sound of minute hands and gone round Lonely and antisocial, you’ve turned me in to you Slowly at my disposal, I’ve emptied out the room It’s only a loss in total if flowers refuse to bloom I need a heart that’s hopeful, I hope it’s coming soon Hey, what ever happened to the end of days? Why’s everybody only good on a sunday? Closed liquor stores won’t fix the open sores we try to pray the truth away Lonely and antisocial, you’ve turned me in to you Slowly at my disposal, I’ve emptied out the room It’s only a loss in total if flowers refuse to bloom I need a heart that’s hopeful, I hope it’s coming soon I’ll fight till the voice in my head Is a positive friend holding signs at the end I won’t wait for the grudges to bend These are your problems I can’t carry them
6.
Wild Sea 03:13
All the time I’ve wasted Waiting to be patient An old me keeps calling but I won’t hear it She tangles the gravity the moon is stealing I was sleeping next to the the wild sea Got a feeling inside that I was finally free Now I can’t ignore it Cuz it’s too important An old breeze keeps blowing but I don’t feel it The tango with gravity I’m finally seeing I was sleeping next to the the wild sea Got a feeling inside that I was finally free

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Terror Nights / Terror Days by Dresage

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released June 4, 2021

Produced by Keeley Bumford
All songs written by Keeley Bumford except for "Shame" written by Keeley Bumford & Misty Boyce
Harp by Lara Somogyi
Additional Vocals & Keys by Misty Boyce on "Shame"
Drums by Tamir Barzilay
Guitar by Sean Tracy
Strings by Orchid Quartet
1st Violin - Molly Rogers
2nd Violin - Desiree Hazley
Viola - Kiara Ana Perico
Cello - Leah Metzler
String arrangements by Molly Rogers
Drums/Strings engineered by Jay Marcovitz at Igloo Music in Burbank, CA
Assistant engineered by Charlie Hallock
Mixed by Jay Marcovitz
Mastered by Jett Galindo
Released 2021 By Dresage

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Dresage Los Angeles, California

Dresage is singer/producer/writer/composer Keeley Bumford’s personal exploration of sound and texture. Through lush synth and orchestral musings that ponder feminism, mental health and the strange workings of the human psyche, she produces music as a method of therapy. Clash Magazine calls her “pop from an alternate universe...honest, creative and forever outside the box.” ... more

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